So my hard drive is frost bite...Toast...so to speak...so none of the data I had saved like the movies (and all my pics I'd saved)...I've made in the past three months are all gone...so I guess... Destiny? Not behind the camera...Not now...Not Ever... Writing? Perhaps...We'll see...whatever pays the bills...I wouldn't mind going into Journalism if I just get the damned A.A. degree already and switch over... Drama? Theater? Dare I say..."Acting" *gulps*? haha...uh...*nervous laughter*... Yeah...so, anywho, I think I'll just see how this pans out...I now know my limits... The other day I went to go see Linda and Shannon...at the Seattle Art Museum celebrating Bruce's 35th Anniversary of his death... I "snuck" in for FREE...to partake in the festivities...uh, Martial Arts demonstrations ALL day LONG! I might be cut out for it...someday...I don't know...for now, whether any of this is for a hobby... Or for work...or For Life...but as long as I have my family... I'll do fine... No more ambitions...just too much for my own good... I've got to take a step back from the clouds...and go back down to Earth... Besides...if I make it to 2015...I hear there's a surprise for us all... And to think I was about to give up living...haha...on Life... Oh wells...Take cares...I miss you all dearly... But I don't have "lasting" power...I feel it's time to lay my hat and start anew...over again... Anyhow, it was great while this lasted...Hope you all the best...in the Next time then? Life goes on...and we must carry on ... and on... and on... and On... "I'm INVINCIBLE...As Long as I'm ALiVE!!" - John Mayer's "No Such Thing"

For anyone who doesn't think the NEW Bond is gonna kick @SS...

Or dislike Daniel Craig...as 007...

Video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dq-qoC5i3u4

Here's a sneak peek...in Japonesa...for Onee-chan...!! hah...

 

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This is how I sing...not the "voice" per se...But the Rapid Spit-Fire Lyrics...Not Quite "lyrical" empirically smooth like Rap..but definitely inspired...So if the "movie" thing doesn't work out...

Mwahaha...Singer/Songwriter? Here I come...haha...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2A2XBoxtcUA

Haha...I've "given" up on Chasing After "Paramours" for now...

Also, strangely, in Coldplay's latest Album the Song "Yes" was originally also tagged with the add on Title of "Chinese Sleep Chants" but I guess it was dropped for the American release of the Album, due to so much "ill will" towards China and whatnot I suppose, of the Current Olympics and the state of affairs as is...

*shrugs* I don't care much for World Politics...I just want something as simple as Personal Peace...and the Way of the WaRRiOR...that's all I've ever wanted to attain...

Personal Freedom...

Anyhow, I've quit the lousy sandwich shop...

No more "anger management" issues...Just Fake Ultimatums from the 'Rents and Shiz...

HeLL if I get kicked out, what a Relief...dat means I wouldn't have to deal with 'em anymore...

But if I don't get kicked out? We'LL see how things go...

I don't know what or how I'm going to do what I'm going to do...

But I do know...that when the time comes...I'LL be ReaDY for it

I've finaLLy Found Some SmaLL meaSuRe of PEaCe...

No Mo' Drama...haha...ASiDE from zee Fam_Lee...of course...

But dat I can handle...

Hey Joannie...JoanStah!

I shadow box and constantly push what I can do...Jabs, Uppercuts, Hooks...etc...

Lots of Muay Thai knees, elbows...Reading up on Bruce's Jeet Kune Do...

His philosophy...as well as other Martial Arts related Spirituality..that comes in handy...

Have you heard of Joseph Cardillo? Ought to check out his book caLLeD...Be Like Water...

What else? haha...

I have a NEW philosophy...If I don't "make it thru" the front door of Movies...

I'll start out like Chang Cheh did...as a "Reviewer" of movies...First...and even the philosophy I use to "Critique" or more or less...An "Analysis" of the Director's movie...I won't Judge the movie on "good" or "bad"...I'll say whether it's "Enjoyable" or not...and for who...which audience...Pin point Accuracy...

And not be like the other Dime a Dozen Hack Reviewers who either a) Praise the Bejeezus out of something or b) Write a Scathing review of something just to get the f-ing JoLLiES...

It'll be an understanding of the Director...hopefully...and the Cast & Crew who play a significant enough role...or at least a Discernible work/effect on the Result of the Film itself...

Seriously...One-Armed Swordsman? haha...Inspiration...anyhow, if like Chang Cheh, I can Segue into Movie-Making someday...I have a Protege who's even MORE talented than I am...

His name is Ray...and he's got MAJOR talent...Mucho Gusto...haha...

He's like the Modern day George Lucas...sans the Humor/Childishness...

More grown-up...Mature...Darker...Edgier...He's got MAD viSiOn...

Anyhow, remember how Chang Cheh had a Protege in the form of Lau Kar-Leung...

Who later went to make the 36th Chambers of Shaolin with his blood bro Gordon?

Haha...and not to mention countless "Authentic" martial arts masterpieces...?

He was the "Real Deal" in comparison to Chang, in terms of the Legitimacy of his Martial Arts on display in Leung's movies...So maybe, if I can make it...so can Ray...and he deserves it WAY more than I do...

I just know that guy's gonna do crazy things...in the future...he's a Visionary...that's for shure...

anyhow, we have this idea where we're gonna start a Media Entertainment Group where we can encourage and foster talent in any form of medium...from Video Games to Movies...to Television and Music...all tied together...like a group Think Tank...we'll encourage and promote one another's "efforts" and products...so that we aLL succeed...on a Grand Scale...and not be like a "Every man for him or herself..." situation...so that as a United Front? We'LL fuc-KinG roXX the way things are run...

Can U feeL the Movement now, Joanstah? haha...

No matter what, we'll be in it together...All for one, and One for ALL