4 familiar words.
Take it for Granted.
Something we just so used to that 4 words,
we generalised eveyrthing....Life.
That makes us vulunerable to sunddeness...unpredictablity.
in layman's term.....'I dont see it coming...!!' 'I'd never thought it would come/end like this!"
It started with good intentions....smooth things out....less to worry......do stuff without hesitation,
restrictions/limits/discpline.....then laziness....we just hope things going our way...according...Read more
2009, 1st great moment.
G's Grandma resume conciousness. Still couldnt speak just yet.
We and G asked Mama, if she understood our questions,
Raise her hand.
I'd said, if Mama become well again,
'Can U treat me to a dinner??'
not only hand, but she had raised both arms!!!
Puzzling whether i should stick to my comfy counch after a long night,
Maybe some other day some other time.......it was then 2pm,
215pm made up my mind. I need to go see mama.
It ...Read more
Dont Look back just start anew.
Never thought 2 coffees plus some Japanese Tea would wake me up 215am .
Used to sleep staright thru the night no matter whether it's tea/coffee/milk that i drank b4
the night........Slowed down Metabolism.....Aging....hahha.......
That's another way to say Aging I guess....or just accidental night only???
Not as clear cut as those lines appeared on face , end of eyes....
Names had been altered.
Mama=someone's grandma, same person that took care of G for 29yrs
G=host for Producer Y show
Producer Y friend of G says:
k,man im going back home
G just called me now mAMA AT hOSPTIAL in a room finally...
he cried i listened
*9mil my son loves choi sum says:
i was with son
Producer Y friend of G says:
J s...Read more
No true friends?
No Hope in everything?
Too much Wealth?
Know too much?
Need to Belong?
IF there are frim believers of evolution, that human beings are slowly evolved to who we are today,
physically and mentally. I'd gathered some observation during Christmas Holidays, well actually
from any festivities thruout the yr where stores go on SALES.
U saw SALES sign everywhere, 50% off, Buy 1 get 1 free, some go as far as buy 1 get 2 free.
U r seeing Q's everywhere, especially on BOxing Day(in Toronto),
the day after Christmas is where people go lineup for super deals....super deals??
1253 past midnight......
total quietness....both enviroment and mind.....a very feel especially while writing.
'Nixon Frost. ' that was what I said to the girl in charge of ticketing when I made it to the cinema.
'Frost Nixon.' -that was the correct order.
I was above 10km/hr all the way down to the cinema.....all roads.....all streets....
and the lights of those same streets was 80% Green or turned Green....
So u can imagine what a smooth ride i had on a boxing day n...Read more
I planned to wrtie 3....but i know i only have time for 2 b4 I go C movie....
in 15 minutes.....this one has to be done....rish rush....ahha that's ok..
I guess that's the benefit living alone....so free..so random....yet so satisfied.
As a result....house is kind of messy....but no one would see it....so...happy reason no.N
manytimes...we felt down when we compared with others...
We were out measured in so many variables, categories...
first....people outrich us
Jobs outbettered us we ...Read more
Racing back to change my wet bottmed jean then rush back out to my favourite activitiy-movie.
933pm now showtime 1015 +15min commercials and trailers....
which means I have sometime to drop down some of my short thoughts....but still
can make it to my movie 2 today. Yes...watched Doubt-Meryl Streep will win oscar with this role,
It was one of those snowing melting night from -4C, the later in the night the higher the temp,
it will be 8C by 4am.....onlyt happen in Toorntoo, never in...Read more
so happy here!!.....30 people....hot pot......sing self set up K....from China....from HK....from Taiwan.
All sing...laughs....someone's mom (restaurant owner)is happy.
simple.....no tricks....no one drunk...$10Each.....dont want to leave.....
and finally chose to go to a real Karaoke.....search for an hour......
cos idea pops up spontaneously.
2 groups.....one headed home.....2nd....went on.
2008 Christmas Eve is a special day for all of us.
Cos Never would have thought we could mix so wel...Read more
a journey of feeling content. Everyday i pray this little prayer sometimes with my eyes closed sometimes not..... let me be real let me be honest let m