"Since everything is but an apparition,
perfect in being what it is,
having nothing to do with good or bad,
acceptance or rejection,
one may well burst out in laughter."
-Long Chen Pa
alright so the title (courtesy of lumpy) has nothing to do with the blog but
that's not uncommon in this sector of AnD.
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we shalt initiate with OUR trip to universal stupido, orlando.
is it me or does it look like this could be a comic book? i miscalculated the globe.
we don't care what we look like. but i DID care that i wet my pants a lil.
dont feed the animals ...to your friends.
the blond girl in the front is the BOND GIRL (dj wants to know).
All wet from the craziest wet ride in the world. we straight had waterfalls on our heads like 12 times each. LOL so fun! and cold! shrinkage my brothas.
did i mention dinosaurs?
DY: "hey you're smaller than i thought! aw you're kinda cute."
DY: "I EAT YOU!"
DY: "plan backfired"
DY: "... not how i imagined it..."
we took a boat ride to universal. ::singing:: 3 hour tour....
not to be confused with the movie "men in black men." can anyone see me? i'm falling from the sky. we all bought a giant turkey leg to eat. yes! very SAVAGE! i had the urge to beat women over the head with it and drag her by the hair to my cave. LOL. the grease on justice's face kills me everytime. -------------other random photos----------------- too bad it's blurry. James Bong turns into ChenZhen for a sec. accomodations at the hardrock hotel in orlando. the view out of my hotel room to the giant pool. there's an inner tube slide thats pretty awesome. you can barely see it on the right. I got the most points but it's not cuz i was good, it's cuz these people can't shoot. this is what happens when we get HUNGRY. I don't know what i was doing in this picture but yeah...i was born that way. -----------------a peek into the past-------------------------
On the train to the airport, I couldn’t help but dwell on
the movie I watched the night prior. Blood Diamond.
excellent movie and
excellent performances by Leonardo dicaprio and Djimon Hounsou. What triggered
the deep reflection was a little black boy about 5 yrs old. He held a starbucks
drink with this mother (probably single black female) pushing his carriage.
Even at a young age, he had a cute personality of his own.
Mother: “is that chai tea good?”
Boy: “yes.”
Mother: “can I have some?”
Boy: “no.”
Mother: “I bought it. So it’s mine.” (She lovingly snatched
it from him and sipped some.)
Boy (reaching for it): “mine!”
Mother: “can I have some of YOURS?”
Boy (shifty eyes): “yes.”
As you know I’m a trained psycho-observer but I wasn’t
trying to analyze anything. I truly enjoyed the observation at the time. it
made me smile… but what came to mind after, was the African kids that were abducted
and brainwashed in the film. There’s still 200,000 african kids subjected to
this in Africa today. Makes me really sad.
I reflected on my life and what my goals are. How many
children in this world don’t get the opportunities that I’m blessed with?
(rhetoric)
The scene of Djimon and his son stood out. The torment on
his soul in discovering from his wife that his son was missing (could be
captured, could be dead). He was such an honest man, he didn’t know how to lie.
He reminded me of my father during the Cambodian civil war, leaving weeks at a
time, not knowing if his family would still be there when he returns.
Djimon said “if he is dead, then I’m as good as dead.”
In one of my many dinner table conversations about life in
the khmer rouge internment camp, My father said that one day he returned and,
from a distance, saw me standing (naked) on a hill near where we were
stationed. I was probably 10-12 months old at the time. He said I began walking
down the hill. Walking turned into jogging. Jogging turned into involuntary
running. He was frightened but too far to catch me. The phrase he used to
describe what he felt “his spirit jumping out of his body.”
Fortunately, a boy
walked out that was the same size and same age as me. I ran into him and all my
momentum transfer into his body. As we collided, little me stood still and the
boy went flying into a puddle of mud. Little me acted like nothing happened and
walked away as the little boy cried out in pain. (we bursted out laughing at
the dinner table).
My dad said other days I apparently wasn’t so lucky from his
physical observation of the aftermath. He said he thought I was going to be
brain damaged because my head was all in different shapes and colors from
running and falling all over the place. Direct translation: people wouldn’t
understand your head. LOL. still hold true today.
In a way, I felt sad because I might not ever know what it
feels like to have a child and love someone else more than myself. I’m not sure
if anyone can relate but I’ve always felt from a young age that there’s
something waiting for me and so I have to prepare myself to make a sacrifice.
Well anyways, my father always wanted to give me the world,
but he didn’t have the power. There I was feeling sorry for myself because I
was deprived of things in my childhood. I can’t imagine the pain my father felt
when he couldn’t afford the karate school when I was 7 yrs old. I was
mal-treated as a child in the war and so my father always made sure I had
enough to eat once we got to America.
This is probably why I love food so much. Cheers! Hold the applause. There’s
food coming.
Mango flavored mojito. really good. RAN OUT OF FOOD!!! must eat train ticket to eliminate all traces. all the FREE stuff i stole from the hotels. yay i luv freebies! must be the asian in me beautiful trees of atlanta, georgia ------------------------------------------------------------------------- tupac's lyrics: "i know it seems heaven-sent, we ain't ready to see a black president."
I had something poignant I wanted to say about how the little bit you said about your dad and being in an internment camp touched me, but that damn mojito pushed it right out my mind. That's the biggest damn mojito I've ever seen. First glance I thought it was dirty water in a glass. Then I thought you put a salad in water. (I got issues.) Glad it tasted better than it looks.
Your brave & warm spirit shines in your eyes, DY. I bet those long time feelings/dreams will come to be.Thx for sharing about your experiences as a child. What a special Dad! :)
And you've got a shirt on! Dang, it musta been chilly that day lol.
"He has a special heart", I agree with MissScarlett, like father like son! :) [HUGS]
wait, you did mean it that way, and not special as in a physcially defective heart that could go bad/collapse anytime right?!?! [tries not to hyperventilate at the thought of DY falling over clutching his heart...]
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