I wonder where you went today? You didn't pick up the phone? I guess you are busy sigh. I think I am sick  not good. Because i am expectiing visitors tomorrow i hope i will feel better soon! I hate this kind of weather . Either too cold or too warm makes people get sick easily. I hate it that when i am sick you can't be there. O well you can't always get what you want. So i guess i have to wait and see. Wait for you to ask me out. This is taking forever! I am so frustrated at this point!

Drive safely(You know who you are!)

I had so much fun today with my friends! I just love hanging out with u guys(mojo &pow)!. Too bad shui por can't join us *sigh* . I am so happy that my guy friend offered to watch my 3 year old daughter for me. It was really nice of him I appreciated! It's been a long time I had a girls day out!It was super fun! The mall was crazy today! Too bad me and my friends had to meet up so late. All the good stuff must be gone already. O well at least i get to spend time with them! I'll never forget all the nice things you have done for me! ( my guy friend) . I jsut wish you knew how I feel about you. Sigh. Can't wait till tomorrow!As they all say "tomorrow is another day".

It feels like winter now(Officially)! So be careful! I know you(you know who you are) are going home soon! Drive Safely!  I wonder what we are going to do tomorrow? Play in the snow? Go to the mall? Hm....or maybe its better to stay home! Too dangerous to drive? I trust your driving skills! So no worries there I can't believe I missed you already maybe the winter makes me feel cold and lonely sometimes. I just wish that we could spen even more time together. I know you come over a lot and you call me a lot already. Maybe I really like you? I really want to know if you feel the same way about me? Too bad I can't read minds or crack your head open to look at your brain to know what you are thinking about!I hope the homeless have a warm place to stay! Too cold to be on the streets especially tonight! I just wish I can find more ways to help others that are less fortunate. Since I can't be there in person for these people. I wish that more people would help the less fortunate. Giving back to society will make you feel good. That's a feeling that money can't buy! 

I found out that love is really a mystery. You never know when it can come and go. I never thought i will feel the same about it again after my divorce. It's funny how things works.It was october 2008 the day i got my divorce paper the official ones. I felt a relief and a sign that i should move on with my life. I never thought i would like anyone again. Until he (a guy friend that I haven't talked to in a very long time) came back to my life. He didn't seem to care that I have a daughter. We would have so much fun together.How do u know if someone likes you without them asking you to be their girlfriend? That part im still trying to solve. Was he just being nice too me? Am I too sensitive? Who knows? Maybe i need to let nature takes its course. And try not to rush into anything? At least im thankful that I have my family and friends with me. Boyfriends or girlfriends can come and go. But your family and friends will always be there for you. So I guess i will try not to give up on love maybe not yet.