Don’t doubt my taste in  films just because I watch Hairspray and Gossip girl.  I like foreign films too. Those are my fav.Battle Loyale  (Only people who saw this will get me, but right after seeing this movie, my neighbor came in with army outfit with B.B. gun to scare me. I really pissed in my pants.) TampopoWeather man ( I love nic cage. I just love his horse face.) My life as a dogBilly Elliot(because I’m gay.)Paper MoonBreakfast at Tiffany ( Any Audrey Hepburn movie, I love. I love how she has fake lashes when she sleeps, I love how perfect she is all the time. She makes me want to wear big hat and gloves to go to the market.)

I saw Tropic Thunder the other day. I never got Tom Cruise till now. I never thought he was attractive. But after seeing him with bold head, fat belly, dancing silly on this film, I found him attractive. I love seeing people just let go. 

Because lil wayne is all up in everyone’s remix. Even in ur aunti’s ipod remix. Never a day goes by without seeing lil wayne. I’m surprised that he hasn’t done endosement with “Martha Stewart Living” and came up with poncho with hoddie. Anyway, every year after Xmas, I get sick. It is like having Xmas and B’day in same month. Oh, it eer wat it eer. I run around at the mall in the rainy days, loose sleep, eat too much tarts and hotdogs. It’s worth it. December is still the best. Jesus was born.Btw, Non drowsy medicine just knocks me out. Not even fun side effect of seeing dancing norms by the fireplace.  This is good time to rest because when I have a lil fever, I come up with the best new years resolution.  Mail me a chicken miso rice matzo ball soup. I don’t like when someone come visit me when I have a cold.  Then they will blame me later for giving them a cold. I would imagine the guilt they have to live with when you are the mad cow. At least I’m not a mad cow. I am just a cold yellow. Do I make sense today? well, I never make sense anyways. But that’s why you all love me. If I don’t recover soon, happy new years. let me know your resolutions for 2009. Going back to sleep. 4pm. my head hurts.

We all gotta work.  I have days I am excited( For me, if it’s modeling gig for mag. or any acting gig .) and days I’m going ‘cus mommy gotta put money in the bank. Then I heard this  story about Tim Mcgrath. Him and other singers supposed to perform, but found out audience was small. All the singer canceled. Tim still showed up. He said ” I’m here to entertain ya all.” He sang all night. I’m not his fan, but that’s cool. I do like Hannah Montana though. I will have a child name Hannah Montanaka one day with my future husband.  Anyways. I remember the time when I first started to do the import scene. Noone knew me so I hit all those small car shows to meet my fans. I went to University of Fullerton Friendship game(what the hell was that?) and someone got stabbed there. That was not friendly at all. One year, I went to small city in N.J. 4 times to do club promotions and car shows. I learned fake if I can’t remember my fans name I’ve met 6 times, I would ask “How do you spell your name?” (  ” JIM.”  Oops. I mean.. Jim with J or G?  I AM from Tokyo after all…you know how people spell JOSE but pronounce ” H”? so is Jim with ” D” maybe?)  I did everything out of love. If you don’t have fun with it, don’t do. sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. But one thing I never did, I never took shit from nobody. Being Jap. Samurai pride, drink that green tea, eat your Toro, furikake my ass. ( and I don’t know why I ended Gangsta. )  God bless. 

Pringles

hotels

towels

cleaning

 

studying

 

patient people

 

peggy

small group

 

my girl friends

my fans

 

ppl who leaves me comments( I love you.)

bday

 

xmas

money

 

nunchuck

 

Beyonce(for now.)

compliments

 

girls who get drunk and act gay

but I am straight.

hair

 

J.C. (is my husband now.)People who can express their emotions.

back rub

 

bath tub

hitoni aitaito omou kimochi. homesick dakedenakute. kazokutoka,hitoo,sukininarukoto. taisetsunakoto. tomodachi, kazoku,kanojyo,kareshi. okasan. minna taisetsuni omou kimochi o naraitaidesu.

owari.  

There is no day goes by seeing the words or pics that is sexual. When you open the email, Wife swapping and Penis enlargement. On the radio, Dr. Drew is talking about sex with cousin. Even oprah had 237 reasons to hace sex. She’s more like 237 reasons why not to have sex. (  I just don’t mess with powerful bitches. ) I moved to WeHO once, thinking, if I live there, I wouldn’t be bothered. I was not bothered. Instead,  I was impressed. They are proud to be sexual. I go to the market and there is  a guy in daisy dukes, humping shopping cart in aisle 3.  You see the billbord of the half naked man saying” Do you want to rub me”  and they are just selling california raisins. They helped me to open up my eyes, but I still get heartburned and indigestion of words, images sometimes.  Chicks, We still like to talk about stars and Auguste Comte’s theological stage. Only on Sundays. Because sunday is Bible study day for some people.