I need some kind of happy gene injected in me. Feeling kinda low right now. Find it hard to pick myself up again! Nothing major happened to me to make me feel this way. Well I guess there is. Since my grandpa died then many many many other things decided to followed as if I haven't got enough emtions to deal with already. There was no breathing space for me to handle any thing. No time for me to cry, to laugh, to sort myself out! Now it starting to release bit by bit. A bit of sadness, a bit of anger, a bit of heartache, a bit of everything = ONE BIG THING! I'll pick myself up again! Just give me time! Afterall, I'm a tough cookie! 

Oh yeah! I have 2 accounts on AnD! lol...... why? Cos I'm a BIG supportive fan! ... No, not buying that? Well not only that (of course), I stupidly, somehow, created 2. Oh well! Think I named the other one Joka.

Pay me a visit on either site!

Take care people..........and myself!